Rest in peace, Jasmine You...

*can't believe it*

This is what I call VICE XD

*WARNING: REALLY FREAKY ENTRY AHEAD*

Subject: HOW TO F*CKING BEAT ULTIMA WEAPON ON FFVIII?*

Let's admit it, no matter how hard we try to cast Levitation, Shell, Heal++++ or any other spell like those will be useful this time. Why? Because UW will just kick all of your three characters' asses with its Light Pillar ability AT ONCE.
Spells like Confusion, Blind, Mute and so on won't have ANY effect at all either, so don't even bother casting them.
Now, if you don't have Squall's Lionheart nor/or Selphie's limit The End - which, as I understand, can easily beat UW -, I must say your only chance to defeat it is: MOD Laguna's Card into 100 HEROES. This will reduce any amount of damage you could get to zero, including UW's lethal attack Light Pillar.
It's recommendable to have Cerberus' ability Auto-Potion on Squall~
I warn you, it's a LONG fight if you don't have Lionheart or The End.
And don't forget that HERO's effect DOESN'T LAST FOR THE WHOLE BATTLE. What does this mean? You have to use Hero again everytime your character loses the invincible status =B

I don't really know if Tonberry's Lvl Down ability affects UW or not, I wasn't able to get him before defeating UW ^^;

That's all ~ Maybe I'll post something like this when I get rid of Omega Weapon XD

Babai~

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Tervetuloa inspiraatio

Queen of the Damned is the worst movie EVER.

*has finished high school*

Kaya's probably going to his "beloved" Finland O__O
*a bit jealous x3*

Bye bye long hair *waves as she leaves the scissor on her desk*

8 am => 39.2°
8.30 am => 38.8°
9 am => 38.4°
9.30 am => 37.5°
11.15 am => 36.5° \o/

Agh, stupid bacteria >_>

No gym => Yay
No school => More yay
No conservatory => NOoOoOoOoOOoOoo!!!!

My head aches a bit and I have a sore throat x3

askdhaskda I wanna be healthy again ;_____;

BIG EDIT

3 pm => 39.1°
6 pm => 39.4° ===> VIC GO AND HAVE A COLD SHOWER
9 pm => 38.5°
11 pm => about 37°

Next morning (today)

9 am => 36.8
10.30 am => 36.6°

Yay, fever's gone~ <3

My throat aches like hell, though. Oh, it's pills time! *runs*

This bitch's been feeling really agressive lately. And I'm this bitch.
EVERYTHING annoys me greatly these days. Specially at home. My house annoys me, my family annoys me, their attitudes annoy me, my classmates annoy me, the government annoys me, people annoy me, the world annoys me.

I mean, I couldn't care less about all of them.
But they annoy me the same.

Yesterday I was having dinner with mother, sister and a friend. Then, mother started making a STUPID scene like "You're eating too little food. Your stomach will get tinier and you need to eat, if you want to loose weight that's not the way blablablabla" And then she wants me NOT to be annoyed at her. I'm not fucking anorexic, goddammit. I like my body as it is now, bitch.
And my sister's been breaking my balls - which I don't have - all along. She's so aksjfhkasjfhalskjfalsf ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Someone please KILL her. And I'm being serious. I wouldn't mind if I didn't have an empty bed in my bedroom.

And also.

I'm not dating the guy I talked about earlier anymore just cos we don't have enough time to go out on dates. I'm tired of hearing the same old excuses: "Someone needs me to work on something" or "I have a rehearsal" or "I have things to do". So, this is nonsense. We'll just be the same old friends with privileges that we've been being for the last three months.

So, things are like they've always been, but a bit worse.

Agh.

-Choose a band/singer: DREAM THEATER
-Then, answer the questions ONLY with the titles of the songs of the band/singer you chosen previously.

Are you a woman or a man?
Anna Lee

Describe yourself
War inside my head

What do people feel about you?
Panic Attack >8D

How can you describe your last relationship?
Blind Faith

Describe your actual relationship
Take Away my pain (although I'm not exactly in a relationship, but... kinda)

Where do you wish to be right now?
Home

What do you think about love?
Caught in a web

What do you think about sex?
Burning my soul

How is your life?
Misunderstood

What do you usually do?
Disappear, haha

What is what you want more?
Another Day

What's your fear?
Hollow years

What will you do if you only can have one wish?
Stream of consciousness

What will you do if you only can have 2 wishes?
Redemption

One phrase
The answer lies within

Now, say goodbye
Goodnight Kiss

Ooooh yeah ♪♪

I went to the Luna Park yesterday to see Dream Theater (L)(L)(L)

I arrived there at about 17.10 and Pablo, a friend of mine, found me ^^;; He took me where his brother was - in the queue, hehe - and waited... and waited... and waited... and waited... =_=
At about 18.30 the security stuff asked everyone to form in 2 queues, then in 4 o_o. Then, my sister's mate Amín - he goes to our Conservatory as well - found me again (OF COURSE everyone could find me! I was wearing my brand new platform BOOTS ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ).
After 3 neverending hours of standing in the street, we could get in the stadium (we did at about... 20 hs). At 20.15 the support band - Sacrum, a local heavy metal band - started to play. They finished half an hour later.
Dream was supposed to appear on stage at 21 o'clock, but they did at 21.15 approx x333 (there was a traffic light on top of the stage =D just amazing XD).
The quality of their sound is just AWESOME. They all are GORGEOUS.
I would have liked to have a few words with Jordan, but ... that was just impossible U__U Boo...

Everyone was SO excited! @__@ I really really wanted to shout and sing with them... but my throat's been bitching at me lately and my voice decided to leave me after all U_____U

They played the foooooooooollowing songs~! :

Intro
Constant Motion
Never Enough
Endless Sacrifice
The Dark Eternal Night
Home
Misunderstood
A mind beside itself - i Erotomania
A mind beside itself - ii Voices
Forsaken
Take the time
In the Presence of enemies (part 1)
In the presence of enemies (part 2)


It's a pity my head started aching a lot during the last songs... U_U
The concert lasted for 2 hours (I thought they'd play at least 2.5 hours x3)

Videoooo of last night's CONSTANT MOTION!!

http://www.youtube.com/v/9V1dtDoWHYs

Well well well... everything was really cool =)

Next time I'll go with Cienti, if everything turns out fine and Dream's still working together! x3


Hm... the show was very very good~ I can't complain :3


Now, I'm ooooffff~

Today I found myself sitting on my balcony's floor.
Once again.

It's strange, I only sit there when I feel my brain is so filled of everything that I can hardly think.

Haha. Seven years ago, I liked sitting in that very same place and cry and whine and moan over an impossible love, a boy that just drove me mad. Day after day, at sunset, I sat there and watch the clouds fly by over the city, over my head. I stared at the sky with wet eyes and talked to myself, asking "Why? Why everything?". I was such a day-dreaming kid, so innocent and so full of hopes...

Now, being an attempt of adult, I noticed what I was doing and where I was.
I was there... in that very same place I used to sit and whine and talk to myself like if I were nuts.

I was indeed talking alone again, giving my cigarette some smokes every time I did a pause in my speech for myself.

Haha, thinking of how fucked up inside I am.

Nothing of me has changed throughout all these years. Yet, everything has changed as well. I wonder if that's sad or what...

I have so many doubts about everything...

To trust or not to trust?
To feel or not to feel?
To deceive or not to deceive?
Will I be hurt again or won't I?
Is everything pointless or perfectly reasonable?
Does that person I wait for feel sure about me?
Will I fail again?
Am I able to be with someone without hurting him/her?

Agh... *sighs* I guess I just need... time to clear everything. I hope time is good enough with me...


I don't know if I'm in love or what. I don't think so. But I want to be. And I'm all SO fucked up inside.
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

... I know what I feel.

I feel that the spaghetti I've just eaten was nearly rotten, and now I'll rot too~ x___x




Well, enough for today.

Yes, I'm back.

Too bad this was the worst holiday in the history of holidays~

I'll just say I'm not going out on holiday with my family. Ever again.

And it seems like my ear piercings enjoy getting infected. Haha.

Today I'll have lunch with Pat and Mik <3333 Missed them so so so much x3 A good chance to eat pizza, smoke and talk about life =D

And I'm kinda dating someone ._. And it's a guy ._____.; And the only thing he wants to do is to make me happy x3 And and and I'm so confused ._.

ET CHRISTOPHE WILLEM EST AMOUR <3333333333333333333333333

Cet homme a mon coeur <333333 Vous devriez écouter-lui XD Sa voix est vraiment belle <3 <3 <3

(Translation: And Christophe Willem is LOVE <3 This man has my heart <33 You should listen to him <3 His voice is truly beautiful <3)

And, hm, I have a French - attack @__@ Talking in French all the time XDDDDD hehehe... I wonder if that's dangerous or what cos I sound as sensual as a French whore o.O;; Tehe.. hehe..


Eh.. well... nothing else to say ._. *runs off*

Yep, I'm having a nice time in our Patagonia ~
Too bad the weather is just too hot =_=;;
But I have nothing to complain about x3
I'll upload pictures later~



Hm, just to say that I'm still alive and missing everyone.

OH YEAH

I'LL GO SEE DREAM THEATRE IN MARCH!!!!!!

yes yes yes yes yes yes *dies*


...



*feels better*

Indeed.


C'est fini.

It's over.

Se terminó.




Thanks for the time. I really enjoyed everything.

I'd really have loved to be her friend, you know. But as she doesn't want to know about me anymore, I'll just disappear in thin air, just like she did.


I've never lied to her. Yet, she doesn't care about it. I'm just one more person.


And, at a point, I'm glad she's been so cold lately. That way, I'll be able to forget her faster. Cos that's what she will do. She'll forget me. Or at least she says so, cos I don't think she'll forget me that easily.


Time will heal it all. But it's tough to lose a friend. A friend I could rely on every time I wanted to.

It's tough she won't be there for me anymore. And that S U C K S.




















THAT SUCKS HARD MAN.

Hell yeah. Damn I'm alive.
Being alive ROCKS. \m/

And right now I want to write a HarukaxMichiru fiction x3 I'm not planning it to be one of those "and they lived happily ever after" stories. Far from that, it will be quite angsty. But it will be really cathartic, I'd think. Heh.

Yesterday the guys and I went to the movies. We watched Enchanted XDDDDDD.
Cienti's so damn cool, drinking cognac during the movie :D Hahaha thanks thanks, I brought it XDDDDDDD




It's so good to know that someone cares constantly about me and is ready to face anything just to see me happy.
My heart is full of bliss <3

Yesterday we went to the Palermo Lakes (lol) with the guys. It was FUUUUN. I rode a bike for an hour - after not riding a bike for YEARS - and now my butt is really really regretting that. Poor thing x3
But it's noooo problem for Miss Butlessnessly! =D Mwahahaha
And I also got a slight, lovely suntan :3 It's the first time in the year that I get suntanned! O_O Heh, I don't go out to during day really often ^^; I'm more of a nocturnal creature x3 Tehehehe.

Well, right into the matter that concern us today~

As I'm leaving in some minutes - I'm going to the countryside, meh - and as I won't be back till... öö, Tuesday, I'd think...
I wish you all have a nice New Year =3
I personally liked 2007, but let's hope this new year's even better ^^;

I hope to be back soon! x3

Again, I wish you all teh best~ ^^