I... I don't know what to say.
I attended Kaya's live yesterday and I can't believe it yet.
One of my dreams came true. Seriously. I've been waiting for him for so many many many years... And in a blink of an eye he was there, right in front of me... looking into my eyes, smiling at me with that wonderful, angelical smile he has. We even shook hands. I did dare to touch Kaya's hands! Also, I gave him a box of chocolates as a present... and a letter. It may sound incredibly stupid, but I'll finally be able to tell him with my own words how important he was and he is for me.
I entered the room where the autograph session took place and there they were: Yui, Ryoushin and Kaya. Suddenly Kaya started coughing and, without even thinking first, I asked "daijoubu ka?". Yui and Ryoushin laughed warmly and Kaya smiled. When Kaya and I were face to face, words just disappeared. I could just smile and say "arigatou". He smiled at me again. STARING INTO KAYA'S EYES, FOR GOD'S SAKE. I never thought it could ever happen.
Once I left the room, I realised I was still carrying the little bag with Kaya's presents. I rushed back and told one of the security guys that I had forgotten to give him a present and asked him if I could hand it in. Luckily - VERY luckily - they let me in again. So, there I was again, right by Kaya's side. He stared at me again and I apologized in English saying "I was so nervous I forgot. This is for you. It's chocolate". (I didn't mention there was a letter inside of the bag, I'd let him find out on his own later. It would be a surprise). He smiled once again and said "Arigatou", to which I replied "do itashimashite", bowed and left.
HE HAS THE SWEETEST VOICE I'VE EVER HEARD. And he talked TO ME looking right INTO MY EYES. I can't understand how come I'm still alive and how come I didn't faint or something.
During the concert, my friends and I sat a few meters away from the stage. A few means 2 meters or so. He looked just... ethereal. That which I had been longing for so many years was then taking place, I was there right in front of Kaya and he was singing for me and for the rest of the people there. He sang Rose Kingdom, Ophelia, Glitter Arch, Nouvelle Marieé, Transmigration, Ouka, Kugutsu, Chocolat, Epicurean and Silvery Dark, and maybe there's one song I'm forgetting. But when he started singing Silvery Dark... ah, my heart shrugged. I sang with him at the top of my lungs and started crying. I had cried with that song so many times, singing it alone in my room, and now I was singing with Kaya himself... that was way too much. I just exploded.
Yui and Ryoushing were amazing too. They have a lot of charisma and dance SO awesomely. There was some fanservice as well, and I felt as if I was 16 again.
Kaya sang like an angel and seemed very very happy. He said he was very impressed to find such a warm welcome and he also said he'd love to come back. I really hope we'll do so sometime soon!
Since I took some pictures, I'm posting a few here. <3
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