Ojalá pudiera escribir todo lo que te amo, todo lo que te extraño y todo lo que me desespera esperar que pasen estos días caóticos.
Ojalá pudiera explicar cómo mi pecho siempre siente que está a punto de estallar cuando pienso en vos, cuando pienso en nosotros.
Ojalá pudiera hacer que el tiempo pase en cámara rápida cuando no podemos vernos y detenerlo cuando nos miramos a los ojos o cuando nos abrazamos.
Ojalá nunca se me pasen las ganas de llorar de emoción cuando escribo estas cosas.
Y eso, te amo. Muchísimo. Te amo.

IT'S OVEEEEEEER

I've finished with all my exams :D:D:D

No study until next march :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Vic's schedule:

11/19 - Human Rights exam
11/23 - find out Human Rights' calification => got a calification of 8/10 points and a final average of 7.33 \m/
11/23 - General Theory of Right exam
11/23 - Final Chamber Music concert-exam => got a calification of 8/10 points
11/24 - Final Educational Politics exam => got a calification of 10/10 points :D :D :D
11/25 - Theory of State exam
11/26 - find out General Theory of Right's calification => got a calification of 7/10 points and a final average of 7 ^^
11/26 - Doctor's
11/27 - Final Pedagogy exam => got a calification of 9/10 points ^^
11/30 - Final Didactics exam => got a calification of 8/10 points
11/30 - Final Techiques of Analysis exam => got a calification of 8/10 points FUCK YEAH \m/
12/1 - Final Evolutive Psychology exam => got a calification of 8/10 points
12/1 - Final Chamber Music Conduction exam => got a calification of 8/10 points
12/2 - find out Theory of State's calification + possible final exam => got a calification of 6/10 points and a final average of 6 XD



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Bueno bueno bueno. Hoy, otra vez sopa.

La CONEAU (Comisión Nacional de Educación y Acreditación Universitaria) pretende una alianza con la Universidad de Buenos Aires. ¿El propósito? Acreditar las carreras de esta universidad - una de las mejores del país - a "nivelar" su nivel de enseñanza con el del resto de las universidades. Sí, exactamente eso. Quieren decir: bajar el nivel académico de nuestra universidad "para que estén todas al mismo nivel".
Este recorte de conocimientos vendría a salvaguardar exclusivamente "los conocimientos y materias que pudieran servir al Estado". Aunque suene irrisorio y ridículo, así parece ser. Porque, en vez de que el Estado considere como positivo el nivel académico de prestigio y como útil a sus fines (c'mon! no hay que pensar mucho), considera que hay cosas que "sobran" y que los alumnos "no necesitan conocer". Pero esto no viene solo. A cambio de la acreditación de cada carrera a esta Comisión, se le "remunerará" con dinero. Como si la plata pudiera servir de indemnización por adelantado frente al asesinato del saber universitario.

Durante las últimas semanas, al menos en la Facultad de Ciencias Naturales y Exactas, estuvo habiendo varias reuniones de estudiantes (por no decir asamblea, me parece un término inadecuado para esta ocasión) en las que se debatía el tema y se manifestaba un expreso rechazo por parte de los estudiantes hacia estas medidas que se intentan tomar. A pesar de esto, carreras como Geología ya acreditaron, ya que la escasa cantidad de alumnos con la que cuenta hace que su presupuesto esté en una situación bastante complicada. Y frente al tentador pago que se le ofrece al acreditar la carrera, cedieron.

Frente a este atropello (si se lo puede llamar así) por parte de las autoridades, quienes directamente pensaban cagarse en los estudiantes, éstos últimos decidieron tomar el decanato de la facultad. Varios estudiantes - entre ellos mi novio, gracias a quien sé todo esto - pasaron la noche en el pabellón de Exactas. Ahora estoy esperando noticias sobre el estado de las cosas allá.

Ahora bien. ¿Dónde están los medios cuando realmente se los necesita? ¿Acaso no es importante que la gente sepa lo que se quiere hacer y se está haciendo con la educación pública? ¿Con las universidades, que van a formar a los profesionales que van a hacer andar al país el día de mañana? Se rasgan las vestiduras cuando hablan del bajo rendimiento creciente en las secundarias y hasta en las primarias, ¿y las universidades? ¿Me van a decir que como no es enseñanza obligatoria según la Ley de Educación Nacional de 2006 es menos importante? Me dediqué a buscar por todos lados en la internet a ver si decía algo al respecto, pero no encontré absolutamente nada. Y a estas alturas, la toma lleva casi 12 horas.
Pero claro. Es más importante hablar de pelotudeces mediáticas para tener a la gente entretenida. Porque este recorte de saberes universitarios es necesariamente posterior a la alienación del pensamiento crítico de la sociedad. Pero se equivocaron mucho si pensaban que la gente de la UBA estaba lo suficientemente alienada y sedada. Por suerte y para alivio de muchos de nosotros.

Rest in peace, Jasmine You...

*can't believe it*

This is what I call VICE XD

*WARNING: REALLY FREAKY ENTRY AHEAD*

Subject: HOW TO F*CKING BEAT ULTIMA WEAPON ON FFVIII?*

Let's admit it, no matter how hard we try to cast Levitation, Shell, Heal++++ or any other spell like those will be useful this time. Why? Because UW will just kick all of your three characters' asses with its Light Pillar ability AT ONCE.
Spells like Confusion, Blind, Mute and so on won't have ANY effect at all either, so don't even bother casting them.
Now, if you don't have Squall's Lionheart nor/or Selphie's limit The End - which, as I understand, can easily beat UW -, I must say your only chance to defeat it is: MOD Laguna's Card into 100 HEROES. This will reduce any amount of damage you could get to zero, including UW's lethal attack Light Pillar.
It's recommendable to have Cerberus' ability Auto-Potion on Squall~
I warn you, it's a LONG fight if you don't have Lionheart or The End.
And don't forget that HERO's effect DOESN'T LAST FOR THE WHOLE BATTLE. What does this mean? You have to use Hero again everytime your character loses the invincible status =B

I don't really know if Tonberry's Lvl Down ability affects UW or not, I wasn't able to get him before defeating UW ^^;

That's all ~ Maybe I'll post something like this when I get rid of Omega Weapon XD

Babai~

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Tervetuloa inspiraatio

Queen of the Damned is the worst movie EVER.

*has finished high school*

Kaya's probably going to his "beloved" Finland O__O
*a bit jealous x3*

Bye bye long hair *waves as she leaves the scissor on her desk*

8 am => 39.2°
8.30 am => 38.8°
9 am => 38.4°
9.30 am => 37.5°
11.15 am => 36.5° \o/

Agh, stupid bacteria >_>

No gym => Yay
No school => More yay
No conservatory => NOoOoOoOoOOoOoo!!!!

My head aches a bit and I have a sore throat x3

askdhaskda I wanna be healthy again ;_____;

BIG EDIT

3 pm => 39.1°
6 pm => 39.4° ===> VIC GO AND HAVE A COLD SHOWER
9 pm => 38.5°
11 pm => about 37°

Next morning (today)

9 am => 36.8
10.30 am => 36.6°

Yay, fever's gone~ <3

My throat aches like hell, though. Oh, it's pills time! *runs*

This bitch's been feeling really agressive lately. And I'm this bitch.
EVERYTHING annoys me greatly these days. Specially at home. My house annoys me, my family annoys me, their attitudes annoy me, my classmates annoy me, the government annoys me, people annoy me, the world annoys me.

I mean, I couldn't care less about all of them.
But they annoy me the same.

Yesterday I was having dinner with mother, sister and a friend. Then, mother started making a STUPID scene like "You're eating too little food. Your stomach will get tinier and you need to eat, if you want to loose weight that's not the way blablablabla" And then she wants me NOT to be annoyed at her. I'm not fucking anorexic, goddammit. I like my body as it is now, bitch.
And my sister's been breaking my balls - which I don't have - all along. She's so aksjfhkasjfhalskjfalsf ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Someone please KILL her. And I'm being serious. I wouldn't mind if I didn't have an empty bed in my bedroom.

And also.

I'm not dating the guy I talked about earlier anymore just cos we don't have enough time to go out on dates. I'm tired of hearing the same old excuses: "Someone needs me to work on something" or "I have a rehearsal" or "I have things to do". So, this is nonsense. We'll just be the same old friends with privileges that we've been being for the last three months.

So, things are like they've always been, but a bit worse.

Agh.

-Choose a band/singer: DREAM THEATER
-Then, answer the questions ONLY with the titles of the songs of the band/singer you chosen previously.

Are you a woman or a man?
Anna Lee

Describe yourself
War inside my head

What do people feel about you?
Panic Attack >8D

How can you describe your last relationship?
Blind Faith

Describe your actual relationship
Take Away my pain (although I'm not exactly in a relationship, but... kinda)

Where do you wish to be right now?
Home

What do you think about love?
Caught in a web

What do you think about sex?
Burning my soul

How is your life?
Misunderstood

What do you usually do?
Disappear, haha

What is what you want more?
Another Day

What's your fear?
Hollow years

What will you do if you only can have one wish?
Stream of consciousness

What will you do if you only can have 2 wishes?
Redemption

One phrase
The answer lies within

Now, say goodbye
Goodnight Kiss

Ooooh yeah ♪♪

I went to the Luna Park yesterday to see Dream Theater (L)(L)(L)

I arrived there at about 17.10 and Pablo, a friend of mine, found me ^^;; He took me where his brother was - in the queue, hehe - and waited... and waited... and waited... and waited... =_=
At about 18.30 the security stuff asked everyone to form in 2 queues, then in 4 o_o. Then, my sister's mate Amín - he goes to our Conservatory as well - found me again (OF COURSE everyone could find me! I was wearing my brand new platform BOOTS ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ).
After 3 neverending hours of standing in the street, we could get in the stadium (we did at about... 20 hs). At 20.15 the support band - Sacrum, a local heavy metal band - started to play. They finished half an hour later.
Dream was supposed to appear on stage at 21 o'clock, but they did at 21.15 approx x333 (there was a traffic light on top of the stage =D just amazing XD).
The quality of their sound is just AWESOME. They all are GORGEOUS.
I would have liked to have a few words with Jordan, but ... that was just impossible U__U Boo...

Everyone was SO excited! @__@ I really really wanted to shout and sing with them... but my throat's been bitching at me lately and my voice decided to leave me after all U_____U

They played the foooooooooollowing songs~! :

Intro
Constant Motion
Never Enough
Endless Sacrifice
The Dark Eternal Night
Home
Misunderstood
A mind beside itself - i Erotomania
A mind beside itself - ii Voices
Forsaken
Take the time
In the Presence of enemies (part 1)
In the presence of enemies (part 2)


It's a pity my head started aching a lot during the last songs... U_U
The concert lasted for 2 hours (I thought they'd play at least 2.5 hours x3)

Videoooo of last night's CONSTANT MOTION!!

http://www.youtube.com/v/9V1dtDoWHYs

Well well well... everything was really cool =)

Next time I'll go with Cienti, if everything turns out fine and Dream's still working together! x3


Hm... the show was very very good~ I can't complain :3


Now, I'm ooooffff~

Today I found myself sitting on my balcony's floor.
Once again.

It's strange, I only sit there when I feel my brain is so filled of everything that I can hardly think.

Haha. Seven years ago, I liked sitting in that very same place and cry and whine and moan over an impossible love, a boy that just drove me mad. Day after day, at sunset, I sat there and watch the clouds fly by over the city, over my head. I stared at the sky with wet eyes and talked to myself, asking "Why? Why everything?". I was such a day-dreaming kid, so innocent and so full of hopes...

Now, being an attempt of adult, I noticed what I was doing and where I was.
I was there... in that very same place I used to sit and whine and talk to myself like if I were nuts.

I was indeed talking alone again, giving my cigarette some smokes every time I did a pause in my speech for myself.

Haha, thinking of how fucked up inside I am.

Nothing of me has changed throughout all these years. Yet, everything has changed as well. I wonder if that's sad or what...

I have so many doubts about everything...

To trust or not to trust?
To feel or not to feel?
To deceive or not to deceive?
Will I be hurt again or won't I?
Is everything pointless or perfectly reasonable?
Does that person I wait for feel sure about me?
Will I fail again?
Am I able to be with someone without hurting him/her?

Agh... *sighs* I guess I just need... time to clear everything. I hope time is good enough with me...


I don't know if I'm in love or what. I don't think so. But I want to be. And I'm all SO fucked up inside.
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

... I know what I feel.

I feel that the spaghetti I've just eaten was nearly rotten, and now I'll rot too~ x___x




Well, enough for today.

Yes, I'm back.

Too bad this was the worst holiday in the history of holidays~

I'll just say I'm not going out on holiday with my family. Ever again.

And it seems like my ear piercings enjoy getting infected. Haha.

Today I'll have lunch with Pat and Mik <3333 Missed them so so so much x3 A good chance to eat pizza, smoke and talk about life =D

And I'm kinda dating someone ._. And it's a guy ._____.; And the only thing he wants to do is to make me happy x3 And and and I'm so confused ._.

ET CHRISTOPHE WILLEM EST AMOUR <3333333333333333333333333

Cet homme a mon coeur <333333 Vous devriez écouter-lui XD Sa voix est vraiment belle <3 <3 <3

(Translation: And Christophe Willem is LOVE <3 This man has my heart <33 You should listen to him <3 His voice is truly beautiful <3)

And, hm, I have a French - attack @__@ Talking in French all the time XDDDDD hehehe... I wonder if that's dangerous or what cos I sound as sensual as a French whore o.O;; Tehe.. hehe..


Eh.. well... nothing else to say ._. *runs off*

Yep, I'm having a nice time in our Patagonia ~
Too bad the weather is just too hot =_=;;
But I have nothing to complain about x3
I'll upload pictures later~



Hm, just to say that I'm still alive and missing everyone.